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Proving at GERANIUM ROBERTIANUM

( NAPRAZNIC )

AUTHOR: DR. ANGELICA NOICA DUMITRESCU

CO-AUTHOR: ING. ALEXANDRA BALTAC

SYMPTOMS REUNITED AT GERANIUM ROBERTIANUM

The conclusions are:

Mental-emotional symptoms:

            I will begin with the mood described by a prover for whom the remedy was the similimum: “reappeared teenage moods and emotions which at that moment were a starting point for certain affections and a certain emotional and erotic availability, capacity to emphasize with the others, increased sensitivity, inclination towards reverie, and the environment was not perceived as been hostile ”

• States of calmness and good disposition, quietness and interior safety, optimism and confidence that everything will be all right, so an emotional relaxation felt by 23 persons.
• Floating states, serenity experienced by 2 provers among whom the similimum one
• Detachment, indifference, unconcern states - 11 provers.
• Mental tenacity, increased creativity - 10 provers
• Difficult concentration or lack of concentration - 6 provers
• Dizziness with the feeling of giddiness - 5 provers
• Increased irritability/nervousness states with hypersensitivity for external stimuli were experienced by 11 provers among whom the similimum one. With voice raising (2 provers)
• Agitation (5 persons)
• Anxious (2 persons)
• Fear of mistake, of failure, of non-appreciation - 3 provers among whom the similimum one.
• Accentuated sensibility with a crying state, 2 persons
• Depressive states predominantly in the evening, 6 persons
• Memory disturbances, 2 provers
• Desire to escape, to self - retraction  - 3 provers
• Intransigence for the others - 2 provers
• Communication problems either good - 3 provers, or difficult - 2 provers
• Thoughts of been sick of, lack of enthusiasm - 2 provers
• Strange thought: “the desire to infiltrate between people without being noticed” - one person

Subconscious symptoms (dreams)

• Romantic dreams which at awakening give the feeling of fulfilment which was described by similimum prover
• Erotic dreams, 5 provers
• Dreams about childhood, native land, parents, brothers, 2 provers
• Dreams about deceased people, parents, brothers, relatives - 2 provers
• Agitated dreams like nightmares - 3 provers

Sleep

• Agitated at the beginning of proving, 2 provers
• Resting for most provers
• Accentuation of insomnia for one of the provers

Energetically

It was observed that before the administration of the remedy to the very stressed and over solicited persons, this induced a state of somnolence and fatigue, but once they distress themselves, together with the appearance of that quietness and relaxation state, and after they rested better, they became full of energy and full of initiative. 13 provers experienced this situation. Others felt an energetic increase with a better physical and psychical tonus even from the beginning - 22 provers.

Likewise is was observed a more accentuated energetic decrease around 10-11 and 19-20 experienced by 5 provers

The feeling of accentuated heat especially at the hands and face level - 7 provers, and interior cold - 3 provers

Sweat

Sweat, more abundant at the head, neck, armpit and under the breasts area, bad smelling - 3 provers

Head

Cephalic affection, sometimes with a migraine character, a state described by 26 provers

From the point of view of location:

• Frontal - 10 provers
• Occipital - 7 provers
• Temporal - 6 provers
• Generalized or migrating - 12 provers

From the point of view of the pain character:

• Feeling of heavy head: 4 provers
• Feeling of pressure from the outside towards inside: 8 provers
• Feeling of twinge: 3 provers
• Diffuse, discreet: 4 provers
• Feeling of heat head with face blush and sweat: 1 prover

As far as it concerns the 3 provers who had headaches before proving, they stated that these were significantly ameliorated and had the feeling of a clear head.

Eyes

Only 16 provers described symptoms, thus:

• Ocular globe pains - 8 provers, thus: 

Ø      pressure - 3 provers;

Ø      smartness - 5 provers and

Ø       burn - 1 prover

• Accentuation of the upper lid swelling in the interior angle of the eye with the accentuation of the itch, then amelioration - 1 prover
• Eye lid fascicles - 1 prover
• Sight disturbances - 4 provers , so:

Ø      unclear sight like through a water film – 1 prover,

Ø      diplopic sight – 2 provers and

Ø      phosphene – 1 prover.

• The feeling of sight clearing- 1 prover
• More rested eyes in front of the computer - 1 prover
• Amelioration of eye smartness - 1 prover which he had before

Ears

9 provers had the symptoms, thus:

• Pains like twinges: 4 provers
• Pains like pricks in the left ear: 1 prover
• Pains like pressure: 3 provers
• Ecophene: 3 provers

Nose

9 provers, thus:

• Rhinorheea  with an watery secretion alternating with muffed nose; smartness and sneezing which maintained in both periods of the year, both summer and autumn towards winter - 7 provers
• Tingles and fascicles predominantly right part of the nose - 1 person
• Nasal itch - 2 provers

Face

8 provers, thus: 

• Irritations around the mouth - 3 provers
• Face blush with heat - 4 provers
• Accentuation of brown spots on the face - 1 prover
• Swellings under the eye towards the cheekbones - 2 provers
• Temporary mandible articulation pains - 2 provers
• The feeling of spider web then numbness at the right corner of the fringe, the temple and the right ear - 1 prover
• Itch at the face level - 1 prover

Mouth

9 provers, thus:

• Metallic or unpleasant taste in the mouth - 3 provers
• Tongue much more charged than usual - 1 prover
• Irritation with blush and smartness - 2 provers
• Easy gums bleeding - 6 provers
• Teeth aches with accentuation of the problem from their level, with irradiation towards the throat, ear, temples and forehead - 6 provers

Throat

16 provers described the symptoms

• Throat smartness with the feeling of dryness or tickling, with a dry cough, very irritation - 10 persons
• Bad smelling secretion - 7 provers
• Tonsils inflammation - 3 provers
• Pains and the inflammation of the glands under the left mandible - 1 prover
• The feeling of throat knot or pressure at the throat level - 3 provers
• The feeling that the air is too cold when passing the pharynx - 1 prover
• The feeling of heat at the trachea level - 1 prover

Appetite

24 provers described the next symptoms:

• Increase of appetite with painful hunger plus/minus the feeling of nausea and the feeling of lack of thirst - 18 provers
• Decrease of appetite  - 2 provers who were bulimic before proving]
• Unstable appetite at the similimum prover
• Desire for chicken, coffee, fruit, spicy food at the similimum prover
• Desire for milk, honey and apples - 1 prover
• Diminishing of thirst - 1 prover

Stomach

12 provers described the following symptoms:

• The feeling of stomach emptiness ameliorated by food at the similimum prover
• The feeling that the nourishment in the stomach are digested too fast and the apparition of a stomach emptiness with the feeling of cold and painful hunger - 5 provers, including the similimum prover
• The feeling of a stone in the epigastria area - 2 provers
• Stomach-aches like a knife, 1 prover
• Cramps or twinge at the stomach level, 2 provers
• The feeling of burn, 1 prover
• Amelioration of pains after 200CH at the similimum prover

Abdomen:

• Pains at the liver, gall bladder level when the patient is touched or is sitting on the side with the liver - 12 provers
• Pains at the pancreas level - 2 provers
• Accentuation of flatulence and abdomen distension - 11 provers
• Appendix pains - 1 prover
• Pelvic pains as cramps, twinges, knives or pressure/tension - 7 provers

Defecation

11 provers had symptoms like:

• More abundant defecations - 5 provers
• Softer defecations - 3 provers
• Changing the defecation period from morning to evening - 1 prover
• Diminishing of defecation - 2 provers

Renal apparatus

17 provers who had symptoms:

• 7 provers present an increase of diuresis
• 4 provers present a decrease of diuresis as well as a water retention growth
• 5 provers have kidney level pains
• 6 provers have urinary smartness
• At a prover who suffered from prostate adenoma, disappeared the permanent and imperious feeling to urinate.

Genitals

15 persons presented symptoms being noticed an accentuation of the anterior problems followed by ameliorations and balance:

• Disappearance of buffs at feminine prover who was at menopause state.
• Increase or decrease of the period between the menstruations at 15 or 26 days - 2 provers
• Increase or decrease of menstrual flux as compared to what was before
• Fluidisation of menstruation
• Ovary, uterus pains as twinges or heat
• Breast tension accentuated at first as twinges or heat - 3 persons
• Better sexual contacts - 3 provers
• One prover initially had an excitement feeling then sexual contact with more sperm
• Another had precocious ejaculation problems and sexual desires exaggerated through mental projections, these diminished once the mental projections diminished.
• Another prover had aberrant and perverse sexual desires.
• A prover who suffered from atrophic vaginitis said that during proving the sexual contact didn’t disorder her.

Respiratory apparatus

9 provers:

• The feeling of thorax pressure with difficult in breathing - 5 provers
• Amelioration of respiration and the disappearance of the thorax pressure - 1 prover who had a difficult breath before proving
• Cough with/without expectoration - 6 provers
• Twinges between ribs as  pricks - 3 provers

Cardio-vascular apparatus

11 provers

• Palpitations - 7 provers
• At one prover the palpitations which he had before the administration disappeared
• Hypertension  - 1 prover
• Heat at the heart muscle - 1 prover
• Hands, feet and face heat - 3 provers
• Accentuated pains at the left calf level where the patient had a bruise (1 prover)

Osteo-articular apparatus

28 provers had the following symptoms:

At the backbone level:

• Inter scapular-vertebral twinge - 4 provers
• Under scapula twinge - 4 on the right and 2 on the left
• Lumbar pains - 8 provers
• Sacral coccigian pains - 3 provers
• Diminishing of lumbar sacral pains - 1 prover

At the superior member level

• Shoulder pains on the right side - 1 prover and the left side - 2 provers
• Left hand articulation pains - 6 provers
• Clumsiness in grabbing objects or doing different things - 2 provers from whom 1 prover is similimum

At the inferior member level - 11 provers

• Painful feelings and weakness - 2 provers
• Thigh level pains, on the right side - 4 provers and the left side - 2 provers
• Knee pains, on the right side - 3 provers and on the left side - 3 provers
• Ankle pains - 4 provers
• Heel pains - 3 provers
• Heaviness in the inferior members - 2 provers
• At one prover the knee pains diminished quickly

Skin - 10 provers

• Accentuation of pimples and red stains on the face - 1 prover
• Diminishing of pimples to another prover
• Pimples on the temples 3 on the right side and 2 on the left side at one prover
• Eczemas around the mouth - 2 provers
• Micropapulomatosis-eritematos eczemas  - 3 provers of whom one prover is on the armpit and 2 provers on the face and on the bareshouldered.
• Accentuated itch
• Accentuation of the irritation between the toes of the left foot - 2 provers
• Injuries, burns, eczemas and all the skin problems healed faster as 3 persons related, which is the strong effect of the plant to cure.

At the end of the proving I also contacted Mrs. Alexandra Baltac, who is an engineer, but also a religious person and gifted with clairvoyance,  to verify myself  that I took well the simptoms and to hear a subtle point of view on the spirit of this plant. 

The Spirit of the Plant

            It is a free, unbound spirit, which is in need of space. It does not enjoy being crowded (if you have noticed it in the presented images, it is not found in crowded areas and it is not encountered close to another of the same species or with many other surrounding plants). It enjoys being free, but also freeing, thus, people who do not wish to be helped cannot be helped by the homeopathic treatment, which implies dealing with another spirit. You have seen in the proving that some people were stuned by this eliberation.

It is a coquettish, feminine plant, which enjoys beauty, thus it rejects ugliness and misery. This is how the detoxifying effects of the plant can be explained. It removes the toxic substances from the physical, mental and emotional body. When dealing with very intoxicated people, it will need to be helped by more gentle, emolient plants, which should cover the toxic substances until they are elliminated.

It does not enjoy agression, this is why it spreads a foul scent when it is ripped (it has a sudden laundry smell when ripped.).

It loves being bohemian rather than taking on responsibilities, but when it enters in empathy and sympathy relation with the patient, its maternal instinct awakes and fights for him/her. It has the tendency to comfort, to protect, to gently point out the way, but still, in a persuasive manner. It is cheerful, it creates good humour and a way to take life easy. It has the tendency to daydream.

It is a rather sentimental and sensual plant. It inhibits the rational part of the body, meaning the right side of the body, the left side of the head, the hands, which stand for making, and the legs, which stand for walking which hold by reason (you may remember from the proving that was people who said they dropped objects from their hands or had walking difficulties or had a predisposition to daydreaming – one of the provers asked me if it acted like an anxiolitic).

This is why it is not recommended in the period of maximum concentration, but after it, for relaxation and recollection.

            As mentioned, it is an aphrodisiac plant, stimulating pleasure more than fertility, although it helps at maintaining pregnancy, because it favor the fluidity of the blood and intensification of blood circulation, the thickening and elasticity of the mucous membranes.

            It is very attached to the earth where it was born (some of the provers had dreams about their birth-places).

            Although bohemian, it is still a plant with its feet on the ground. It even has an equilibrium between sky and earth. It works in a holistic manner, it cleans, it balances, it renews, thus increasing the organism’s capacity of self-regulation and control (one of the provers had asked me if it stimulated immunity sistem, because afterwards she caught colds less frequently. It does not act upon the immune system directly, but indirectly, through its cleansing, detoxifying and relaxing role.)

            It is more active in the winter time and more precise in symptoms. In the summer time it seems to dissipate its strengths n, it is preoccupied with its own life, while during the winter it has the tendency to live through others.

            It has a firmly action, at about 15-20 days from its first administration, but its effects are prolonged in time even after the treatment is finished. This is why it is not recommended to administer it too often.

At the 7 CH potency it has a stabilizing role, it improves minor dysfunctions, it integrates them in the system. It has a regenerating, revitalizing and a general energizing role. It liquefies the blood, it increases the elasticity of the veins, with a slight increase of their permeability, and thus it initially helps to fortify the gums. It has the same effect of increasing elasticity on the mucous membranes. It increases the visual accuracy through the synthesis of vitamins A and D (vitamin A helping with the increase of elasticity of the crystalline and the muscular structures, and vitamin D – with sending neural information. It stimulates the nervous system in general, making it more hyper-reactive. Its action is tonic and it regenerates the cells of the heart. It helps the stomach to become cleansed of its residues, through the activation of the saprophyte flora, which leads to the destruction of the pathogen flora which leads to the alteration of food in the stomach, through the increase of gastric motility and secretion of the stomach. It also has a stimulating role for the liver and bladder, stimulating the flow of toxins in the gall liquid and stimulating the excretion of the gall secretion into the stomach and intestines. It is the same with the pancreas, stimulating the secretion of the pancreatic liquid in the blood and in the intestines. Referring to the kidneys, there is an increase in the secretion of a substance which liquefies the calculi (antilithiasic effect). It regulate the cortical suprarenal gland, but with a tendency to stimulate it. It stimulates potency acting differently for men and women. For women, it reduces tension, it increases the elasticity of the genital organs, it stimulates secretions and prepares the field, while for men it slows down the mechanism of ejaculation, it makes the testicles firmer and gives the sperm more strength, thus helping the prolonging of the prelude and the increase of sensuality, of pleasure.

Starting with 9 CH potency a process of precipitation of the salts starts to appear especially around the liver, the kidney, the lungs and the eyes, which leads to calcifications and fibroses. Thermal shocks also appear (warm or cold, regardless of the external conditions) It stimulates the venal turnover, it increases the force of cardiac musculature. It increases the quantity of toxines in the blood, thus it must be used together with substances which deharden.

With 30 CH  potency the processes of cleansing, hydrating and tonifying are intensifying. It has a powerful de-inhibiting role, unblocking the cellular energy. It relieves  tiredness of the organism, acting in a progressive manner. Those who were active because of their own will, but the tiredness was cronic actually, when they are treated with the plant, are relaxed, bringing the tiredness to the surface, and after the equilibrium is installed, it acts in an energizing way. It mentally liberates the closed, rigid, perfectionist people, giving them a feeling of calm and holiday. It generally stimulates the nervous system, but it inhibits the hypothalamus. It liquefies the blood, it helps with detoxifying, it increases the cardiac rhythm and also the venal return. It can be administered in shocks to those who are suffering of cardiac insufficiency, bradicardy, bundle branch block.  With the eyes, it has the same action as 7 CH. Important, it has the tendency to increase the tiroid’s initial unbalance. Also important, processes of fibrosis start at the level of the lungs, calcifying the lung cells. In smokers it produces spasms of eliminating the toxines out of the lung (it produces a mechanical cleansing), thus if it is administered in very severe cases it can lead to the blockage of the breathing paths with this detritus. At the level of the stomach, it stimulates the recover of the mucous membrane, it cleanses it of pathogen microorganisms and renews the saprophite flora, it improves the process of absorbtion, for the organism to be able to receive the catalysts that are necessary for the energetic processes. It also has a cleansing and balasing role for the flora and the mucous membrane of the thick intestine. For the liver and pancreas it has the same stimulating, regenerating and salt disolving role. For the bladder, it acts in a colecistokinetic way. At the level of the spleen it has the role of cleansing/washing the blood of toxines. It regulates the cortic suprarenal gland and the kidneys’ activity. As a tonic for the uterus and the ovaries, it prepares the woman’s organism for sexual fusion, stimulating the production of fluids, increasing the sensitivity of the teguments and mentally relaxing, liberating the person. For men, it works on the genital organs providing them with firmness and elasticity, but it decreases the degree of excitability, allowing a prolongued prelude. At the level of the prostata, it has the tendency of renewing it,  giving it elasticity and firmity.

Its action on cancer is strongest at 30 CH potency which actually fits the patient the best. In fact, it has a double action: it destroys some cancerous cells directly, but in general it has a role of working on conditions which lead to the activation of the cancerous gene. Stress induces an overtax on the hypothalamus which leads to an overtax on the entire system and which force the oncogene to remove by repress state to active state (it acts like a safety valve). When the organism stops coming out of the stressful state, the oncogene stays on the active position. Also, the activity of the pancreas is blocked by stress. The nutrition which is rich in ”E-s”  prevents the flow of the pancreatic secretions into the circulation. The pancreatic secretions has an inhibiting role on the cancerous gene. It has an action of direct distruction on the cancerous cells at the level of: genital organs, pancreas, suprarenal gland, stomach, intestines, tiroid, hipophisis, eyes, tongue, larynx, white blood cells, bladder, but those of the liver, spleen, bones, kidneys, bladder are not destroyed directly. At the level of the breast it has an inconstant effect due to the fat that the cancerous cells are covered with, at the level of the skin it helps destroying those, but at the beginning it may appear to keep the cancerous process, and at the level of the brain it does not destroy them directly, but it inhibits their evolution, cutting off their feeding link. At the level of the lung it acts directly on the cancerous cells, but also the tendency to produce lung fibrosis.

At 200 CH potency, the link with the spirit of the plant is very strong because of the  immense amount of information. As much the information in more, as muck the points of contact between the two entities (human and plant) grow. It may create disturbances, states of confusion and conflict, psychosis.

It is not recommended for cancer treatment. The nervous hyperexcitability greatly increases the cardiac rhythm , sometimes having a tendency of arhythmicity. It has the tendency to block the pancreas.

At the level of the kidneys and liver, precipitations of the blood occur, which may result calcifications. It renders the crystalline opaque, it thickens the nails and hair, it induces the fall of teeth through the retreat of the gums and it continues the lung blocking process through the thickening of cellular membranes.

On the whole, it works better through stimulation and regulation on the sub-diaphragmic organs, inhibiting the over-diaphragmic ones.

            In the end I asked the prover who was similimum  to say a few words about her life in order to see what this remedy looks like and its causality.

„MY MOTHER’S LIFE WASN’T A GOOD ONE, DUE TO A VERY PHYSICALLY AND PSYCHOLOGICALLY AGRESSIVE HUSBAND, WHOSE SOLE PURPOUSE SEEMS TO HAVE BEEN TORMENTING AND HUMILIATING HER. IT WAS IN THIS CLIMATE THAT MY MOTHER’S PREGNANCY EVOLVED (I MUST MENTION THAT UNTIL I WAS BORN THERE WERE 3 OR 4 MISCARRIAGES, SO IN ORDER TO DELIVER ME, MY MOTHER NEEDED TO UNDERGO A CERCLAGE AND BECAUSE IT WASN’T SUFFICIENT, THANKS TO THE ABORTION THREAT, SHE WAS SEDATED ALMOST ALL DAY LONG)

DURING THE WHOLE PERIOD SHE HAD SPENT IN THE HOSPITAL (AROUND 5 MONTHS) SHE WAS HARDLY EVER VISITED BY MY FATHER, ACTUALLY HE ONLY CAME 2 OR 3 TIMES AND THIS WAS WHEN MY MOTHER WAS SLEEPING. THERE WERE ONLY A FEW WEEKS UNTIL MY BIRTH, SO THE DOCTOR EXAMINED MY MOTHER, AND SHE WAS SUPPOSED TO COME TO THE HOSPITAL AT THE APPOINTED DATE TO GIVE NATURAL BIRTH. BUT THINGS DID NOT GO AS PLANNED, BECAUSE DUE TO A VERY TRAUMATIZING EVENT, SHE CAME IN 2 DAYS TO THE HOSPITAL TO GIVE BIRTH; BUT NOT IN A NATURAL WAY, BECAUSE DUE TO CERTAIN PROBLEMS, I WAS BROUGHT INTO THE WORLD WITH A FORCEPS.

THIS CONCLUDES A BRIEF HISTORY OF MY COMING INTO THE WORLD. MY CHILDHOOD WAS VERY OFTEN TOUCHED BY PHARYNX-TONSILITIS, HEALTHILY TREATED WITH PENICILIN AND THEN WITH MOLDAMIN. I REMEMBER QUITE OFTEN HOW MY MOTHER WAS BEATEN AND THIS IS BECAUSE I WAS AWAKEN AT NIGHT BY HER CRIES AND SHOUTING.  I SUCCESSFULLY PASSED THE CHILDHOOD DISEASES, I BELIEVE I HAD EVERY ONE OF THEM. MY ADOLESCENCE WAS MARKED BY THE SAME HIGHLY AGRESSIVE FATHER, WHO NOW HAD TO HUMILIATE AND „EDUCATE” A DAUGHTER. CONSEQUENTLY, I OPENED UP VERY DIFFICULT TO ALL THAT MEANT ADOLESCENCE, LOVE, FRIENDSHIP WITH BOYS, THINGS WHICH ACTUALLY ARE VERY IMPORTANT IN THE EVOLUTION OF A HUMAN BEING. WHEN I FELD IN LOVE AND HAD MY FIRST BOYFRIEND, IT WAS VERY DIFFICULT FOR ME BECAUSE ALWAYS I HAD TO HIDE. AS A SCHOOL-GIRL I WAS VERY HARD-WORKING AND TALENTED. I COULD SAY I ALWAYS EARNED THE FIRST PRIZE EXCEPT FOR THE EIGHT CLASS WHEN I CAME TO CONSTANTA AND IT WAS MORE DIFFICULT FOR ME TO ACCOMODATE MYSELF TO THE CITY LIFE. I EARNED THE SECOND PRIZE THAT YEAR. THE ACCOMODATION TO THE CITY LIFE WAS DIFFICULT, AT ONE POINT I WAS TAKEN TO A PSYCHOLOGIST. THE PROBLEMS STARTED AT THE END OF HIGH-SCHOOL, WHEN, BEING TIRED BECAUSE OF THE EXAMS AND OLYMPIADES, I DIDN’T HAVE THE NECESSARY RESOURCES TO BE ACCEPTED AT UNIVERSITY IN THE FIRST TRY. I WAS ABSOLUTELY CONVINCED OF WHAT I KNEW AND WHAT I COULD DO. I BELIEVED AND I FELT THAT I COULD PASS THAT EXAM VERY EASY. BUT IT WAS NOT SO. I FAILED RIGHT UNDER THE LINE AND THIS DECEPTION WAS TERRIBLE. OF COURSE, IN REALITY, IT WAS NOT LIKE THAT, BUT IT WAS HOW I PERCEIVED THEM. MOREOVER MY PARENTS WERE QUITE UNSATISFIED WITH ME BECAUSE OF THIS. SOMEHOW I GOT ACCEPTED AT MEDICINE ONLY IN THE 4TH YEAR, BUT SINCE THAT FAILIURE WAS MARKED IN MY MIND, MY SELF-CONFIDENCE DECREASED ALMOST COMPLETELY AND THE FEAR OF EXAMS WAS VERY GREAT – THE FEAR TO LOSE AND TO DISAPPOINT EVERYONE ELSE. MY FIRST LOVE AFFAIR WAS A DISASTER, I ALMOST RE-EXPERIENCED MY MOTHER’S LIFE; WHAT I THOUGHT OF MYSELF WAS NOT TOO PLEASANT: I CONSIDERED MYSELF UGLY AND DIRTY AND NOT QUITE SMART.  UNFORTUNATELY I SUFFERED 3 ABORTIONS AND, IT’S DIFFICULT TO SAY IT, BUT I MUST, BECAUSE OF A SEVERE DEPRESSION, 3 TENTATIVES OF SUICIDE.

 TO BE ABLE TO FINISH THE UNIVERSITY I HAD TO ENGAGE AS A MEDICAL ASSISTENT.

 AFTER THAT DESASTROUS RELATIONSHIP, I FINALLY SUCCEEDED TO HAVE THE NECESARY MATURITY TO HAVE AN OVERALL FULFILLING RELATIONSHIP.

HOWEVER, MY SELF-CONFIDENCE DID NOT RECOVER AND NEITHER DID MY OPINION OF MYSELF.

AFTER I TOOK THE PROVING REMEDY, I RE-LIVED A FEW DAYS AS I WAS IN PRIMARY SCHOOL, WHEN EVERYTHING SEEMED ACCESSIBLE AND EASY AND THINGS WERE FLOWING, WITHOUT WINCING AND WITHOUT THINKING FOR A MOMENT THAT I WOULD NOT SUCCEED. ON THE CONTRARY, I WAS VERY OPTIMISTIC AND TONIC AND I LIKED MYSELF AS I WAS. DURING THOSE FEW DAYS I RE-LIVED A PERIOD OF A FEW HARMONIOUS YEARS.

AS HEREDITARY-COLATERAL ANTECEDENTS, I MENTION: FATHER, A FIRST COUSIN, A SECOND AUNT, MY GRANDMOTHER ON FATHER’S SIDE, DECEASED OF CANCER, MY GRANDFATHER FROM MY FATHER’SIDE DECEASED OF HEART ATTACK , AN UNCLE DECEASED OF ALCOHOLIC HEPATHIC CYROSIS, TWO UNCLES WITH DIABETIS, THAT WAS.

 I CONSIDER THIS, BECAUSE A HUMAN BEING IS CHARACTERIZED WITH RATION AND THE DESIRE TO TRANSFORM ONESELF INTO A GOOD PERSON AND TO EVOLVE, TO REALLY BE USEFUL TO THOSE AROUND. I FINISHED MY HOMEOPATHY COURSES, THE WEEKEND ONES, AND I ATTEMPT TO IMPROVE MYSELF. I PERSCRIBE REMEDIES, I HAVE A FEW BEAUTIFUL RESULTS. THANK YOU WITH ALL MY HEART FOR LISTENING TO ME AND I HOPE MY STORY WAS USEFUL FOR YOU.

            This proving was repeated in October 2005 by Dr. Stefan Kohlraush Germany with remedy obtain by mother tincture from Plant-Extrakt Cluj in 30 CH potency, with a big analogy of symptoms, which I mention same of them:

-      Maximal quit, but and internal restlessness, internal tremor, anxiety restlessness, fear on balcony to not detach;

-      Sleepy , tiredness, exhaustion, but and night restlessness and sleeplessness;

-      Good disposition, clearly head, but and indisposition until weeping, angry from trifles, night depression, irritability, unfriendly, criticize aggressive an other person, but with fear to not be wounded;

-      Don’t have desire to talk any person, preferring to stay alone, happy with self;

-      Dancing with pleasure ;

-      homesick;

-      headache;

-      at the level of the eyes:

-      flounders of the eyelid;

-      sensation of pressing  in the eyes, of burning;

-      unclear view ;

-      sensation of dryness in the eyes ;

-      itching;

-      morning water in the eyes;

-      Redden in the eyes.

            -many symptoms at the level of osteoarticular system especially at the level of knees (it means problems of ego and alter ego conflicts, conform symbolism of our body);

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